Saturday, March 1, 2008

random thoughts

1 cdc sem gone, another going. I've been feeling extremely stupid for the past dunno how many weeks. Lack of knowledge, shirking off work to while away time just like that, not studying for tests and what not. This post is coming after i re-re-read ms's post (physic-ally impossible?) , test1, putting off sop work because of other stuff, test1 markswhich got me wondering. I talk to myself a lot these days(Oh, its not uncommon) about everything.These are the most frequent questions that i ask myself- What is this engineering all about? Is this what my reward was for studying my ass off for 2 years? Does Birla Institute of Technology and Science feel happy to see students whining and complaining (for lack of power, water.. yes yes we live in a forest)? Is this where I was destined to be? Have I gained an ounce of knowledge after coming here? Whatever so called education that we are getting here, is it enough to call ourselves engineers? What am i going to do? When am I going to stop feeling so stupid? What is going to happen? When is it all going to become alright, finally?

Peace.

10 comments:

Waves 08 said...

shhh.. for now just gear up for the state of statelessness.. deep breath.. breathe in.. breathe out.. sorry this comment doesnt seem to make much sense but im out of wise words of wisdom.. its actually pretty good advice, its working for me now :D

Waves 08 said...

LOL.. 100 years!! :B
- rip van

Full Of Life said...

LOL. True to an extent. But I think BITS has given me 4 most unforgettable years of my life. The fun, the friends and everything is(was) so beautiful, that Im not complaining. Yeah, ok no power and no water...but the fun we had in cursing the entire system in a very colourful lingo and watching the spectacle of people studying under lamposts!...cmon makes up for the rest.
CHill Maadi...n yea as rip van saya.. NIRVANA!!

Full Of Life said...

n yea...Trivia queen n CS champ..u ought not to feel stupid :D

Vidya said...

ah that post was a product of crappy mood, yeah when again will i get these 4 years back?
lol thanks re rip van, valuable advide, u sound like my yoga teacher:D
and fol, yeah yeah all that makes up for the rest! trivia queen n cs champ indeed!! :)

fiddlesticks said...

wtf!!! where is the rain post?? sitting with little typo eh :/

Oink said...

mebbe birla uncle took 'lite theesko' too literally

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Sudarshan J said...

Trivia queen and CS champ? I am learning new things about you these days! :D

Vidya said...

i'm not!